
This file is a curse. A very pleasurable one, but a curse. Because this file is about being permanently, constantly aroused. To feel pleasure every moment. To never feel anything but an ache between your legs. A delicious desire. A need.
This curse will make you squirm, will make you weak, will make you horny. And it won’t stop. It won’t go away. Nothing will take it from you. Only pleasure exists now, and your world is pleasure. Constant pleasure. Hardly even sounds like a curse, does it?
CW: Suggestion to share. May cause distraction from work/study. Includes themes of desperation, addiction, and chastity/denial.
Art by Rielilu
Read the Script
Before we begin, I want you to take a moment to get comfortable. And heed this warning. This file is a curse.
It will be gentle, soft, even sweet, but it is a curse, and it will leave you with a very specific post-hypnotic suggestion that you may find difficult to shake.
Now that you know what you’re in for, we can get started.
Why don’t you take a moment and think about how it might feel to be deeply hypnotized.
To be so lost in a trance that you can’t remember anything else, and the only thing that matters is that beautiful, ecstatic moment where you are lost and don’t want to be found.
Can you imagine it? You might find yourself thinking about how that would feel, how you would experience it.
Everyone sees it a little differently, of course.
Your version of a deep trance may be different to mine, or someone else’s. But you can imagine it, I’m sure.
You can imagine the feelings of sinking back into a bed or a couch, something soft and warm and comfortable, and just letting go.
Just letting yourself sink down into it. Perhaps noticing a blanket or a throw being draped over you as you sink, as you fall backward into it.
You may not have the most vivid imagination, but this isn’t a complicated scene to imagine for yourself. You have experienced this before, so you know just how it feels. And that means you can imagine it.
In fact, it’s quite easy to get lost in something you’ve been able to imagine before. And don’t you think it would also be really nice to do that?
To sink down with not a care in the world. Sink into the familiar sensations of rest and sleep. The feelings you get when you’re in bed at night or about to take a nap on the couch.
The moment when you’re curled up in bed, tucked in and your head is laying down in a comfortable position, the weight of a blanket covers your body, and you start to sink down into that bed. You can imagine that, I know.
You can imagine that period between the waking world and dreams. Sleep and wake.
That drifting feeling of not being fully alert, but not being asleep just yet. You can imagine that, can’t you?
You may not have a clear memory of it happening, but there’s a little part of you that remembers it.
Even if you’re not able to place that moment you move between being awake and being deeply asleep.
There’s this sense of sleepiness, of being dazed, of the mind being hazy and fuzzy. Like you’re filling up with soft sleepy feelings.
Dopamine releasing.
You don’t think of anything in particular, you just let your mind wander from daydream to daydream, finding new things to imagine, to think about, before you finally let your weary mind fall into rest. It’s just like hypnosis, just like falling into a trance.
A daydream at first, where you’re lost in the words you hear, but soon you aren’t so focused on the words, but sensation, on feeling.
Your mind focuses but gets lost too. You daydream, yet you’re completely absorbed by the hypnotist too. And the more you listen, the more focused you become.
The more that daydream weaves its way back to them. Back to the words you hear and sensations you feel at those words.
Words that sink your body into rest. Into dream. You find that you can’t quite think of anything else because your mind is in that sleepy state where you can’t remember what you should be thinking about.
And it wasn’t important anyway. Only this sleepy moment matters.
And you can let it come as you wish, when you wish. You can let it sink you down very, very deep whenever you want it to.
You can shut your eyes if you haven’t already. You can let those heavy eyelids fall down and stay shut, gently closing and letting go of those things you see that may distract you.
Once you do that, once you close your eyes the rest of the world can simply fade away. And you may find that helps with letting go, with being hypnotized, with falling deeper.
You can just get so much more relaxed now in this moment, this sleepy moment of daydreaming as you listn to me.
I’m sure you can imagine the sensations of fully letting go, of falling into a deep, deep trance now. The sinking of your body into the bed or the couch, into that soft, squishy surface that seems to pull you down into it.
You may imagine the comfort of being deep in a trance, of being completely relaxed and absorbed in the moment, nothing else mattering, nothing else feeling important, just this moment, this wonderful daydream.
And now that you’re here in the moment you can let the dream become more vivid and real.
You can feel the softness beneath you, holding you and pulling you down into rest and you can feel the soft blanket over you, wrapping you in safety and warmth.
You can just let that warmth surround you completely now, let it wrap itself around you and pull you into a wonderful dream of deep hypnotic trance, where you don’t worry, you don’t think of anything but the feelings of this sinking into rest and you don’t need to do anything but enjoy the sensations of this moment.
And that warm sensation is one you can sink further into now. Deeper down into it. Just sinking into soft comfort and gentle warmth.
A wonderful, pleasurable feeling of relaxation and calm. You’re doing great, letting these feelings wash over you. You may find it feels wonderful to just let yourself sink now, deep into this feeling of dreaming. To lose yourself in the feelings.
Not fully paying attention to my words now, just letting yourself sink into the sensations, because nothing else matters. You don’t need to listen. You don’t need to do anything but sink into the most wonderful feeling of hypnotic trance.
And you don’t want to be anywhere else, do anything else. You only want to be here in this moment. Anything else would simply be too hard to do, so you just sink, deeper down now.
Could you go deeper? Can you imagine yourself falling, sinking even further into this moment? Even further into these sensations?
Can we find a place even deeper than where you are now? A place that makes the entire world simply disappear?
You drift down into it, as if you’re drifting beneath everything, sinking down until the world is but a memory of a daydream.
So far away that anything you thought might matter simply does not. A place where all that matters is this experience, this moment?
Can you imagine that now with me? Sinking into it?
It’s ok, it’s ok to let yourself sink down to that place where your cares and worries no longer matter. To where your thoughts are focused solely on how it feels to be in this very moment. On this experience.
And deep down now, deep in this cavern of your dreams.
Deep beneath the worries of the world, you can let go of everything and simply float on the experience. You may find it quite easy to just drift here.
To enjoy the pleasure of a moment of trance. A moment of calm and peace. Perhaps it feels rather blissful to find yourself so deep in a hypnotic trance.
You may find that you find it distinctly pleasurable. Perhaps more than you even expected.
You can imagine now that the dream expands a little.
That you are no longer alone in this moment, but accompanied. By me. I have been with you all of this time, and now you can imagine me there beside you.
Feel my presence, my warmth with you, guiding you ever deeper. You may notice how it feels to have me there. To feel my body next to yours. To feel my skin beside you, the soft breath upon you.
You can imagine your pleasure in this moment becoming a little more insistent. A little more erotic. Because I am here, and just listening to me feels erotic to you.
It feels like a softly spoken pleasure that tickles your mind. And why not invite me into your dreams? Into that moment between waking and sleeping.
You can imagine me there now, stroking your cheek, smiling, and you smile back. You can imagine us so close now, together, right next to one another.
And it’s a peaceful, wonderful moment of adoration and gratitude. Gratitude for this moment I give you. But I remind you now, that you chose to have this moment.
You chose to sink and dream. You chose to let me guide you deeper. And you can imagine now as I lay beside you, the feeling of sinking even deeper, deeper into a new depth of dreaming.
A place in your dreams where the pleasure you feel begins to grow.
Being here with me in this moment is a pleasure, a bliss you want to build upon, that you want to feel grow within.
A pleasure burgeoning inside, a bliss in my presence. And you won’t act upon that feeling, instead you will let the feelings of lust, just a hint of lust, drive you down deeper, sink you further.
The more your dream directs you toward erotic ideas and sparkles with sexual thoughts, the deeper you sink.
And the deeper you sink, the more erotic your ideas become. You can imagine how it might feel if I came closer now, my body pressing into yours.
My soft skin smoothly gliding over you. My lips brushing against yours. Calm, peaceful, serene, yet so sensual.
This is pleasure. Soft, slow, and sweet. Yet it can grow, and you may imagine now a time when you enjoyed pleasure. Sexual pleasure.
The pleasures of the flesh. That can be a time with a lover, or a one night stand, or even someone you shouldn’t have enjoyed that moment with.
A regret that lingers as a fantasy. You may even imagine a moment alone enjoying your kink in private. Or a time when someone teased you, but it never led anywhere.
In fact, that’s what you can imagine most of all now. A time when you were teased. When you were drawn into the web of seduction but left wanting, needing more.
I’m sure you can imagine it now, you may notice it triggers a response from your body. You may find it hard not to enjoy that response.
That slight rush of pleasure, of sexual desire at the memory of being teased. Of being flirted with or denied.
That memory may even be imagined. You may enjoy the idea of me teasing you. Of seducing you with my sexual presence.
Of drawing you close with a crooked finger. Of gripping your chin and staring into your eyes. You may even feel that now, the touch of my hand on your face, grasping you and holding your attention on me.
You can imagine my free hand roving down your body, over your chest and stomach and sliding between your legs. Stroking you.
Or perhaps you may imagine a lover, or former lover in that position. Rubbing your crotch with authority, knowing how it makes you gasp. How it makes you feel that you are being treated as prey, something to be devoured. And yet there is the tease, you wonder perhaps where it would lead.
But it doesn’t lead beyond that. Beyond touching. Caressing and petting. Yet you may find that is enough to fire your passion.
To fuel your desire. You may find that just thinking of being teased and left wanting is a sexual need in itself, a desire to be made to want. You may think that sounds utterly delicious.
You may even think that someone using that kind of power on you is a sexually stimulating idea. You can imagine it, I’m sure, someone teasing you relentlessly, touching you in your erogenous zones, making you feel needy, weak.
You can imagine their body pushing close to you, their legs on your legs. Perhaps you can imagine even more.
You may imagine their foot in your crotch beneath a dinner table. Perhaps others are there, and you are trying not to squirm with pleasure.
Yet it is so difficult not to. So hard not to enjoy the pressure they place upon your sexual needs. You may find it an irresistible urge, to push into it, to let out a soft, needy groan.
It is a memory, or a fantasy. It matters little. Either way it lives in your imagination along with thousands of other sexual scenarios, moments.
And you may notice if you think about what arouses you, it is those moments. Not the simple act of sex itself but the foreplay, the teasing, the touching of lips and hands and the gentle rubbing of bodies.
You may realise that you enjoy the feeling of being teased. That being teased, having that sense of anticipation is the height of arousal.
That release is the end, not the apex. And perhaps you want to spend your time at the height. At the top. At the moment you feel the most utterly, completely absorbed in your arousal.
The moment where you stop feeling like anything else matters, and you just want. Purely want. You may find that’s more sexual than your eventual release.
You can imagine that moment, I’m sure where you feel teased and tormented and sexually aroused to the point you feel you may break from the pressure, and yet you don’t.
You simply linger at the peak, not quite on the edge and not quite enough to go over. Just this lingering, lasting arousal that comes from being pushed into a sexual situation without resolution. You may find your mind imagines those scenarios easily.
Being teased but your partner goes home, or touching and kissing and getting more and more aroused but you’re interrupted and have to stop.
And you can imagine that need you have in those moments, the want you develop when you get to the peak of sexual arousal and find yourself trapped there.
Trapped in a haze of pleasure. Unable to focus, unable to think of anything but that thrumming, that pulsing feeling between your legs. You may notice now that feeling starting to come to you, starting to come back into your mind.
You might find that your sexual arousal is building as if I am teasing you, as if I am dragging you back to the peak.
And you may find you enjoy that. You may find that it helps you sink deeper into this moment, this trance.
That you enjoy feeling that need welling up within you as memories and fantasies fill your mind. Thoughts of things you want to do, but can’t. Lust for moments and touches and penetration that go unanswered, yet you can’t help but want them.
You can let that want build now, build up within you. And you can let it settle at the peak, your body bristling with want and need.
And you may find it impossible to shake that feeling. You may find that you just desperately want more. But it never comes.
You can just let yourself wait at the peak of pleasure and feel that need and want and find it unresolved. You can just let yourself feel constant pleasure.
You may want to act upon it, and you can, but you will quickly realise you do not want it to end. If you touch yourself, you don’t want to stop.
You want to stay teasing, being teased. Because your memories tell you that you love this moment. Your fantasies love teasing. You may find that pleasure is so intense, so wonderful, that you don’t want to end it. Why would you want to end something you enjoy so much.
And you can just tease yourself slowly and keep going. Never wanting to stop. You may find that the idea of being teased, of constant arousal is one that you find enticing. Intoxicating.
You may notice that your mind responds to the idea positively. You can imagine being trapped in a constant state of sexual pleasure, never ending it, never leaving the haze of lust and need.
And you might find that feels incredible, it feels sexual, it feels perfect.
You might find that you never want to release because you never want to stop feeling so good, so teased, so needy. You may find that all you want to do is leave yourself at the peak of pleasure and arousal and never act upon it enough to stop.
You will find that too attractive to resist. You will find you cannot escape the need for constant pleasure.
You will find that you can only masturbate in a slow, teasing manner. You will find that you cannot orgasm, only feel constant need.
And you can imagine yourself like that, desperate, lusting, needy, wanting, hazy, fuzzy, messy all of the time.
You can imagine yourself finding it harder and harder to do anything but slowly tease yourself as you become more and more deeply lost in your arousal.
And you might like that idea a lot. You might like the idea of being a needy slut for pleasure all of the time. You might find it sexually attractive and arousing to be permanently, completely teased.
You may notice that the more you think about it, the more you want it. And that the more you want it the more you think about it.
You may find that this loop of thought is a trap. One that you cannot escape. You will notice now that you want to feel pleasure constantly. And you will find that when you think about wanting constant pleasure, you want it even more.
You will be unable to stop that urge.
The moment you feel pleasure you will wonder to yourself what it would be like if it never stopped, if it was a permanent feeling, and in thinking of that, you will surrender to the need to make it a reality, because your mind will want it so badly.
You will be cursed by your own desire.
You will find that your mind and body crave pleasure, and that thinking of it makes you want it and wanting it makes you think about it, and you never want that to end, so you will never let it.
You will never feel the release because you do not want it, you only want to feel the tease, the peak of pleasure. You may find yourself thinking that is more enjoyable than release.
At times you might find you want this curse to end, you may find your desperation reaches a fever pitch, and in that moment you will take a deep breath, step back, and remember that you love pleasure, and you never want it to stop.
You will find that you want to remain cursed, even if you have moments of doubt.
You can imagine yourself in that moment now, lost in pleasure and wanting it to reach that crescendo, but as that happens imagine yourself slow down, stop, and take a deep breath. Imagine your body relaxing in that moment, you can imagine your mind reminding your body that you want this pleasure to be never-ending.
You can imagine yourself starting to slowly tease and rub your body once and again, and you may find the pleasure has grown even stronger, the need even greater.
And you will find that this curse only expands your pleasure, that it builds and builds upon it. You may notice as soon as you stop listening that you feel a constant pleasure, and you may find that it grows the more you think about it.
And you might find that you enjoy that very much, that it feels perfect, wonderful, erotic and right. You may find that it becomes natural and normal for you to live in a constantly aroused state. You might even enjoy the idea.
You can imagine yourself wanting to tell others about this curse, or perhaps you find it to be a gift.
You can imagine yourself wanting to share this pleasure, to spread this feeling to anyone who might enjoy it. You can imagine yourself sharing this file with others so they may experience constant, aching need with no resolution.
You can imagine telling people that you are trapped in constant arousal and it feels amazing. You can imagine yourself telling anyone who wants to know that you love the feelings you experience because of listening to this, and that you do not want them to end.
And you may find that you enjoy sharing and enjoy being forever aroused so much that you keep coming back to listen again.
You may find that each time you listen to this file that the effects become even stronger. You may notice that just listening to this file makes you feel that desperate urge to be aroused forever, and just thinking about this file makes you want to listen again.
And now you can simply enjoy that feeling. You will be permanently aroused from this moment on. You will find yourself wanting to reinforce this feeling regularly.
You will not want to end this feeling of arousal. You will want it to go on as long as you can possibly allow it. And if it does end, if you do release, you will want to listen to this file again so you can repeat the process and last even longer.
You will be desperate and needy and happy and lustful and horny all of the time from this moment forward. And you will feel a smile creep over your face in that knowledge, because you may find this is exactly what you want and have wanted for a long time.
Now you can begin to forget the specifics of this file.
You can start to forget the things you heard, and let your subconscious memory absorb them deep into the inner workings of your brain. You can let the conscious memories of this file fade, only knowing you had a wonderfully relaxing sleep and dreamt of sexual things that made you feel quite aroused.
And otherwise you can let the memories fade and let your subconscious absorb that detail.
Let your subconscious take in the lasting curse while your conscious mind forgets all about it. Your body will act on the need of your subconscious to be in permanent pleasure, but your conscious mind will only know it wants to keep that feeling going.
And now you can start to slowly wake from this moment. You will find that your brain starts to feel active once more.
That you start to rise from that sleepy feeling.
That you feel yourself rising back up, back up to reality. You will feel your eyelids flutter, trying to open, and start to see the light coming back in. You may find you need to stretch or move and just let your body do that if it needs to.
You can start to blink your eyes open and feel the world return around you.
You can feel everything coming back to you.
You can let yourself feel thoughts returning to normal, waking from a lovely dream feeling happy and refreshed.
You can open your eyes and let your body stretch and release tension, and you can wake up feeling absolutely wonderful now.
Wake up and remember that you had a very, very enjoyable dream.
And when you’re ready, you can return to this file for another one.
Another perfectly pleasurable daydream.
But until then just wake up now, wake up and feel everything you want to feel, everything you desire to feel, and let your body and mind guide you from there.
Until next time, subject.