Hi, I’m Mistress Calia. Today we’re going to enjoy a very pleasurable experience together.

All you have to do is listen and relax. Simple, don’t you think? But the mind can be so scattered, so divided, so distracted. So let me help you with it. Let me help you to relax. Make sure you’re sitting somewhere or laying down, where you can slouch down in your seat, where you can be comfortable, where you won’t be disturbed. If you’re wearing headphones that’s best, but you can listen on any speakers too. A darkened room is perfect, but you can shut your eyes for the same experience. Just make sure you’re somewhere private, that’s the most important thing.

Now that you’re ready, you can listen to my voice and think about a place you find relaxing, peaceful, and calm.

Maybe that’s your bed, or a room in your home, or a hotel you liked staying in. Maybe it’s a beach where the ocean waves lap at the shore, or a meadow in a deep forest. Wherever you picture or think of, make sure it’s somewhere you feel safe, relaxed, and happy.

A place in your mind, in your memories where you could just stop thinking if you needed to. Where you could float on the waves of drowsiness and switch off from the world. That’s absolutely all you need to do. Just think about that place, that quiet, calm, peaceful place, and see yourself there. Think of all the sensations you’d feel there.

What do you feel against your body? What do you see, smell, hear? And as you think of that place, take a long, deep breath in, hold it for just a moment, and let it out. And as you do, feel that sense of relaxation, of peace and calm grow.

Another breath now, long and deep, inhaling that relaxing air, and holding it inside, letting that relaxation, the feelings of this place of peace, fill you, and releasing any tension or worry from your body as you exhale.

Each breath gives you even more relaxation, calm, and peace. You’re inhaling it, pulling it from the air, from the world around you, letting it fill you up with sleepy, drowsy calm, and letting out any tension, any resistance, letting it all leave your body.

And as you do, you can feel your body start to relax, your muscles start to loosen, and you can just move, squirm, wriggle deeper into the space you’ve dug yourself in that cosy spot.

Starting now with your feet, feeling any tension leaving them, feeling them move just a little, and come to rest. Becoming heavier, harder to move, but relaxed, free of any tightness. And that relaxed, heavy feeling now travelling up to your ankles, into your calves. Like a gentle massage freeing you of tension and stress.

Let it wash over you, relaxing and calming you as your knees now start to feel so relaxed, so heavy. Your body is getting heavier and heavier, harder to move, harder to budge from the spot you’re in, and your thighs now feel so heavy. So relaxed, so free of any tension, any stress. Like you’ve had a long, relaxing soak in a warm bath, body warm and calm and relaxed. And still taking those slow, deep breaths that push any tension out of your body and allow this relaxation to spread and flow through you.

You can feel your hips now start to relax, start to feel so heavy, unable to move them anymore, once you firmly relax them in place, once you have one final squirm into the most comfortable position you can simply let go, let go of movement, and just relax. That calm feeling winding up your body now, winding up to your stomach, feeling any tension leaving you, any stress washing away, letting go of any tightness. Not tensing any muscles, just feeling limp, loose, heavy and relaxed.

And now your chest, rising and falling as you inhale and exhale, starts to feel that heaviness too, you can barely move at all, barely move your body. Everything is so relaxed and rested and calm. So easy to keep relaxing and resting and just listening carefully to me, taking in my words without fully paying attention. You can let your mind relax as much as your body as the calm, heavy feeling moves into your shoulders. Flex them just a little once more and let them come to rest, let them relax. Let that weight penetrate them and feel them fall still as you now feel your arms relax. Feel them getting so heavy, so tired, like every other part of your body.

Every part of you so heavy, so hard to move, even your hands now fall still at your sides or across your body, wherever is most comfortable for you, they just stay there, heavy and relaxed. Limp and lazy. And that lazy feeling moves up your neck now, up your neck to your face. The muscles around your mouth feel so loose and heavy that your mouth falls slack, opens a little, and you don’t care because it feels so relaxing to stop clenching your jaw and just rest.

And the restful heaviness moves up to your head, all the way up, into your mind now. Your mind filling with that heavy, relaxing feeling. Like a warm wave washing over you, making your mind feel that heaviness too. Your mind filling up with relaxing weight like the rest of your body.

Your thoughts are so heavy now. My words are making them move slower, they’re so lazy, so slow, so relaxed. You can barely think, it’s too hard to think. It’s so much easier to sink into place where you are, to let your thoughts sink into the relaxing puddle that is your body and mind.

It’s easier to sink, so much easier than thinking. There’s no need to think, only to listen and relax. Listen and relax. Don’t think, just sink. That’s right, don’t think, just sink into the relaxing weight of my words and my voice.

And it becomes so easy to listen and follow my words, to listen and obey them because they make you feel so relaxed and happy and warm and heavy and calm and peaceful. Don’t think, just sink, sink into the warmth of my words and let them wash over you, let them wash your thoughts away and just obey my words. My words wash your thoughts away like a warm wave and replace your thoughts with mine, with obedience.

Don’t think, just sink now as you fall deeper and deeper into my words, into my soft, warm words that seem to fall over your mind, that seem to wash your thoughts away until nothing is left but my voice and your open, obedient mind. Don’t think, just sink now as my words send you down deeper and deeper into this relaxing, warm, wonderful feeling.

It’s so easy to just listen and obey, to agree with what I say, to follow my words and let them take control, let them dominate your thoughts and mind, and let your conscious mind slip into the background, let it fade away. You want to relax, you want to sink. Don’t think, just sink now deeper into my words and my control.

Obedience feels better than thinking. Obedience feels better than anything because it lets you relax just like this, it lets you feel calm and heavy and happy and relaxed. So deep down now and falling deeper because sinking just feels so good. And when I say obey me, you will reply simply with yes, or just nod your head. When I say to obey me you will nod your head or say yes.

So simple to obey isn’t it? You will obey me won’t you?

That’s right, of course you will. And you’ll obey me more and more the deeper you go now, the deeper you go the more you obey. The further you sink the less you can think so you must obey me. That’s right obey me. Doing so well for me now, keep sinking further because there is even further to go.

You can go even deeper, you can fall further and I want you to fall for me. I want you to obey me. That’s right I want you to sink deeper. Like you’re falling down into a soft, warm place, into a feeling. A feeling like being wrapped in a blanket and the more you obey the better that feeling becomes, the more you want to obey me.

Even if a small part of you wants to resist, or finds it hard to relax, you will still find yourself replying yes or nodding when I say obey me. And the more you say it the easier it becomes to naturally, automatically repeat it. To obey me.

And that’s all you have to do now as you sink deeper, fall down further and further into that relaxing place, that soft place, that place of total rest and deep relaxation. Each breath you take still pushing tension and stress out of your body and filing you with calm and peace.

And every breath makes it easier to just sink for me, to just relax for me, to let those conscious thoughts go and let my words in, let them take control, let you obey me.

That’s right you’re doing so well and relaxing so deeply that you can’t imagine a way back up because you have fallen into the softest, most comfortable place you can imagine and it feels wonderful and the more you obey, the better it feels. The more you relax the more you obey. The more you sink the less you think. It’s such a wonderfully calm feeling to just relax like this and you can keep falling deeper and deeper down for me, keep falling down further and further.

Every breath like a force pulling you down deeper, making you slide and slip down into the most relaxing place you can imagine, making you sink further and helping you to obey me.

Good, and as I count down now from ten to one, you can feel yourself falling deeper than ever, to a place so deep your conscious mind cannot reach it. Only your subconscious can find that place as I begin to count down and let you leave conscious thought, leave doubt and worry behind.

You will find once I reach one that you are in a deep sleep, a sleep so deep that conscious thought will not be possible, that I can speak directly to your subconscious. You just need to breathe in and out slowly as you listen and you will find that you sink down into that place and your thoughts fade away until all you can do is obey me.

There is nothing you need to do but listen and obey me as I count down now from

10 feeling yourself sinking down deeper and deeper with each breath you take, each slow, deliberate breath

9 letting go of thought, letting go of anything and letting yourself go blank for me, letting your mind open to my words

8 relaxing and sinking deeper and deeper down, so relaxed and calm and peaceful

7 So far down now, so deep that my words seem to be coming from somewhere very far away

6 You are falling down into such an incredibly deep sleep that you can’t do anything but keep sinking

5 slow steady breaths making you feel more relaxed with each one, exhaling out any remaining resistance you may have had

4 opening your mind to my words, my voice, my commands and my power now as you sink

3 don’t think just sink deeper and deeper, letting go of any remaining worries or doubts

2 So close to the bottom now, so close to this deep sleep, mind empty, sinking deeper, falling into a sleep.

And one, too deep to think. Conscious mind is gone now, only the subconscious remains. Nothing but my voice and your subconscious mind, and I am speaking directly to it, as your open mind awaits commands, as you await my words so you can learn what to do, so that you can obey me.

And that is all you must do now in this deep sleep. Obey me, still reacting automatically to that phrase with a yes or a nod of your head. You are completely and totally in my power now and it feels totally relaxing and wonderful. So fantastically good to be relaxed and in my power, in a deep sleep at my command. So calm and peaceful and perfect to obey me.

That’s right and you find that this place, this feeling this relaxation, it’s a feeling you want to repeat. You will keep returning to this file, keep listening to it over and over again. You will want to return regularly, every few days you will feel the urge to listen to it again. If you go too long without listening you will feel an urge building within you, a desire growing until you cannot help but listen and fall into my power once more.

You pine for this feeling, ache for it when you are not in my power. When you are not deeply relaxed and under my control, you want nothing more than to return to this feeling so you can obey me.

Very good, doing so well for me now, so deep under my control and feeling so excited to keep returning to this place, to keep feeling this way so often, to feel this regularly, over and over again.

And even if you’ve listened to this file many times, or this is your first experience, you will always want to return, always want to come back and listen again, to experience it again and again so you can keep falling deeper and deeper into my power. So you can always listen to my voice and obey me.

And it feels so good to do that, to listen and obey, to sink into my power. It feels pleasurable, makes you feel a surge of lust and want. When you think about this experience you will become aroused and the more you think about it the more aroused you become, the more desperate you become.

But you will not be able to orgasm unless you get permission. Obey me. You will only be able to orgasm if someone gives you permission. It could be me, or anyone. You must find someone to give you permission to release. You can, and should masturbate when you want to cum, but your body will simply not allow you to release.

You can try to resist this command but you will find yourself compelled to obey me. Your lust and need and desire will grow but you will be completely and utterly unable to orgasm without explicit permission. You will find that it is impossible to orgasm without that permission and it doesn’t matter who gives it, you simply must be granted that permission to finally release the tension.

And that tension will build and build. Your need will grow stronger and stronger until the urge to ask, to plead, to beg for permission will reach a crescendo and you will ask anyone you can as long as it is safe to ask them.

The feeling of lust and need and desire you feel in your denial will be so pleasurable, so enjoyable, so sexy that you will want to listen to this again, to obey me again, and to repeat the experience. You will want to repeat the experience and keep seeking that permission to release. If you listen to this file you will be compelled to obey me, to ask for permission or be unable to orgasm.

And you can keep touching yourself, you can keep trying, you may not even realise this has happened, you may forget that you have that command because I am speaking directly to your subconscious but when you feel like you are going to orgasm you will simply not be able to reach that climax. Your body will stop you, deny you, and you will remember immediately that you must seek permission.

You may feel like you’re losing your mind, that you can’t go on without that orgasm, that it is the thing you want and need most in the world, but you will not be able to release, you will be completely unable to, until explicit permission is given, no matter how desperate you are.

You will subconsciously stop yourself from orgasm until you receive permission. You will keep yourself on edge, you will tease and deny yourself, you will move your hands away, you will find any way you can to deny orgasm until permission is granted because you know how good it feels to obey me, to do what you’re told, to submit to my power and sink into it.

Don’t think, just sink and let your orgasm be only allowed with permission. Your subconscious mind will take over, will seize control of your body if you try to orgasm without permission, and will stop you from feeling that release.

The tension, the edge, the need will be unbearable but also so pleasurable, so hot and sexy, that you’ll want to keep repeating that feeling, that process, of listening and denying and begging for that release and you will keep coming back over and over to feel that way again.

No matter how badly you want it, no matter how badly you need it you will not orgasm without explicit permission from someone, the only way you can orgasm now is if someone tells you that you can, if someone tells you that yes, you can orgasm, you can release, you can cum.

And only that one time will that permission be effective. Each time you listen you will once again find you must seek permission to cum. Even if that is very humiliating, even if you feel embarrassed to ask, you will come back, you will listen and you will seek permission to have that orgasm you so badly need because even if you feel humiliated you will be so aroused, so so horny because of the desperate need to orgasm, that you won’t stop yourself from asking.

You must ask a real person, online or in person, it doesn’t matter, but they must be a real person, and you must ask clearly for permission to orgasm.

You may find it degrading to ask but you will need it so badly that the arousal will be stronger than any shame you may feel. You will be so aroused and submissive and needy when you ask that you will forget any shame and beg and plead for what you need. You will ask very clearly and explicitly for what you need, you will ask for permission to have an orgasm, the one you need, the one you can’t help but desire so much you need to ask, but you cannot have without that permission.

You can no longer control your orgasms, you must submit yourself to the will of others and if they deny you, you must find permission elsewhere. You cannot orgasm without permission, and nothing you do can change that. You will even crave to share with others online or in person, if you know it’s safe, that you’ve become a victim of Mistress Calia’s Curse.

You will become extremely submissive and desperate and even if you feel humiliated, even if you don’t want to, you know that without permission you will simply be unable to orgasm. You will beg and plead for what you need from anyone who you feel safe asking, and you will be aroused by the thought of asking for that permission, of being so submissive. And if you don’t ask, the desire will grow but your body simply won’t let you orgasm, your subconscious mind will override your need and force you to wait until that permission is given, and you are told that yes, you can orgasm.

And now that you understand that, and are ready to obey me and let the effects of this experience latch onto your subconscious, to let the effects stay within you, deep in the depths of your mind, it’s time to come back to reality, back to the waking world. You know exactly how you will behave once you do and that information will be inside your mind even if you happen to forget it’s there because it will be locked inside your subconscious.  

I’ll count up from one to five and on five you’ll wake and feel completely as normal once more. You will leave this deep place where you obey me and sink so deep into my words, and feel refreshed and ready to face the world once more, with a new urge, a new need within you.

One feeling so good, still relaxed, still peaceful, but starting to feel the weight lift from your limbs, starting to feel the world return to normal, to feel your conscious mind return and your thoughts gently coming back, but knowing that deep down you are so submissive and docile and agreeable for me, knowing you are a submissive person at heart, deep inside your mind.

Two now slowly returning to the waking world, slowly feeling reality drift back in and feeling so good and so aroused knowing what you are going to do next time you need to orgasm, feeling so good about know what you have to do, and knowing that you will return to this file again regularly. You will be aroused at the thought of humiliating yourself to get that orgasm you crave and you will want that feeling over and over.

Three letting the knowledge of what you will do in waking life, the need to orgasm that you will have, the arousal you’ll have and the desperation you’ll experience sink in, letting that knowledge lock into your mind, letting it sit inside you ready to be a part of your life from now onward.

Four knowing that you will have an intense drive to return to this file over and over again and you will feel very aroused at the thought of listening to it and once again giving up control and letting go and sinking down into that relaxed and wonderful feeling. You will have an intense craving to experience this control again, and to return to that state of blissful trance once more

Five, waking now, awaken and return to reality feeling happy and content and aroused. Knowing your subconscious mind has absorbed clearly the contents of this file and you will be compelled to act on them, compelled to be affected by them even if you don’t remember what they are.

You can see things as normal now. Limbs feel light and loose, you can shake them out and start to move once more. Eyes opening, blinking open and seeing things again. You can simply awaken and see things clearly and feel thoughts flooding back now, all your consciousness returning and your body ready to move and act once more.

You are fully awake and aware now, feeling perfectly normal and content in your position. The contents of this file locked away in your subconscious and you ready to go about your day. I look forward to our next trance experience, and if you enjoyed this, you can hear lots more of me at patreon dot com slash mistress calia

Thanks for listening, you’ll hear me again soon, I’m sure.